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Yup, anxiety and all it’s glory…

I’m well aware that I’m not good looking, not smart or even rich. And the anxiety is trully a too much for anyone to handle. So, I never let myself dream of someone standing beside me and be my partner in life. For me it’s an absolute fact. Until one day you told me how you feel…

We become a “thing” for about a week, then you said the things that scare the shit out of me, things I should have realized before confessing how I trully feel and let you into my life…

It’s almost six years ago, but I still feel the hurts….

Not because of what you said, more cause I let myself have all those feeling, hopes and dreams…

Cause I dare to think that somehow, I’m worthy of someone’s love…

I’m difficult, always anxious, couldn’t even eat in public, really hate being in the crowd, sometimes even too selfcentered. Weird, as what people might says…

So, how do I managed myself to expect something like that? I mean, I’m basically crazy – not my word, but I heard people said that about me – so who on earth would love someone like me? Hell no one, right?!!!

Well, I guess it’s my problem…

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