Sucks is not always, it’s just stays longer than perfume…

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forgiveness, god, hopeless, life, sucks, tears

Between struggling with SAD, gifted with SLiver, try to keep my jeans size on check, tuck in my belly button, trying to keep my job, serving dinner and taking care of my folks, put a smile with my heart while keeping tears from falling down, I guess – I’m fine, one lucky bastard I am…

Cause sucks is not always, it’s just stays longer than perfume…

God is good…

Or I’m just lucky…

Or I got no idea what I’m gonna do, and I’m running out of options

 

So, God, forgive me if I’m being such pain in the head, cause I’m losing my mind right now…

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TUHAN [ AKU RINDU ]

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cahaya, god, kata, life, note, poem, puisi, rindu, tuhan, tulisan

Tuhan,
Bola cahaya milik-Mu tertelan senja,
Aku gugu, termangu, berdiam kaku,
Hanya bisa mengutip sisa biasnya
Tanpa rembulan, meraba arah tak tentu

Tuhan,
Kerlip gemintangmu tak hadir malam ini,
Aku mengutuk ketir gerimis yang rinai
Berharap deras do’a ini bersambut,
Mengusir gundah di hati yang redup

Tuhan,
Aku kalut! Aku ciut! Aku takut!
Segalanya hanya hitam, pekat; pengap
Dalam cahaya-Mu ingin aku larut;
Menuntun kembali hati dan jiwa hingga genap…

De Agustino
Batam, 02 August 14
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